minahawke

Life hurts

minahawke — Tue, 19 Jul 2011 23:56:52 +0000

Well, I’ve just figured that nobody will ever read my shit so guess what? Anything I want can be written here. Cool! Prepare your imaginary selves for a very, very dirty material lol (just kidding).

At the moment I feel like saying just one meaningless thing: I have hemangioma. Yes. My face is completely desfigured because of one awful disorder that some really stupid people call “horrendous birthmarks” and I wish I was kidding about that also, but I’m not. I do look like the most abnormal of the creatures ever designed by God.

So my pic on this Gravatar thing is doctored, obviously. I wish I could talk to more people who have the same problem I do, but it seems quite difficult. If get to talk with more hemangioma suffers, I won’t feel like a freak for the first time in my lonely little life. Well, it doesn’t matter. Now I have one space in this world where I can be myself – trully, entirely. And writing gives me a transitory sensation that friends are unnecessary, before I get back to the real world and feel awful again.

“Life sucks. And then you die.” – Modern saying.

Hello! It’s me you’re looking for…

minahawke — Wed, 06 Jul 2011 19:29:09 +0000

My name is Hawke. Mina Hawke. I’ll be writing here for the next seconds, years or decades. The subject is as unkown as the reason why I suddenly decided to create this space. So don’t expect for anything big or important or funny or whatever. I’m just another completely messed up mind and broken heart who kinda believes in the power of self-expression.

Hello world!

minahawke — Wed, 06 Jul 2011 19:17:52 +0000

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